Good things having a Chicken pox :p

Positive Side of having a Chicken pox. :) (dont worry, di ko kina-campaign ang pagkakaroon ng chicken pox) haha i am just doing this para makita niyo ang bright side ng merong chicken pox. so that if ever na kayo ang magkaroon hindi kayo ma-sad :) 

walang connection sa blog ko. haha

1. White and Fair Skin! - well, having a chicken pox sure thing PUPUTI ka! pag meron kang chicken pox, hindi ka pwedeng lumabas ng bahay kung ayaw mo na sunugin ng mga kapitbahay mo yung bahay niyo dahil hinawaan mo lahat sila. at di mo rin gugustuhin na lumabas at makita nila ang itsura mo na puro bulutong kung ayaw mo pandirihan. at dahil mahigit 2weeks ka magkukulong sa bahay, hindi ka maarawan. lalo na kung naka aircon ka, kasi para maiwasan ang pangangati, hindi ka dapat pagpawisan. so kung may aircon kayo magbabad ka lang. at sa loob ng 2weeks na yun. i guaranteed you, mag-iiba ang kulay mo. :)

2. Smooth Skin! - kikinis ang iyong kutis. (depende nalang kung mag-iwan ng peklat ang mga bulutong mo) pag may chicken pox ka, no. 1 advice ng doctor ay to drink water! 8 glasses of water. pag may chicken pox ka hindi ka pwedeng madehydrate. at ang pag-inom ng tubig ay isa sa pinaka mabisang paraan para makaganda ng kutis. antioxidant. iwasan lang kamutin ang mga bulutong para di masira ang pagkakaroon ng smooth skin.

3. Me Time- Well, isa sa mga kagandahan ng pagkakaroon ng chicken pox ay magkaroon ka ng "Me time" bukod sa makakapag pahinga ka, magkakaroon ka ng time to know more about yourself. titigil ka sa pag-iisip ng trabaho, school at kung ano anong problema sa labas. dito ma- assess mo ang iyong sarili; kamusta na ba ako? ano na ba nangyayari sa akin? may mga nasaktan ba ako? mga masasayang bagay? dahil minsan sa sobrang busy natin, nakakalimutan natin ang ating mga sarili. di na natin nakikita kung ano o sino na ba tayo sa ibang tao. dito tinitignan mo ang sarili mo beyond. time to cheer up yourself, magrelease ka ng life through your mouth. "ang ganda ko! ang galing ng pagkakagawa ni God sa akin" alalahanin ang mga nagawang maganda at maging ang mga nagawang mali para maging aral.

kahit chaka ko dito, complete kami eh :) haha

4. Family Time- Lahat ng tao siguro ay medyo iiwasan ka hindi dahil sa nandidiri sayo pero dahil takot lang talaga sila mahawa dahil di nila kaya magkasakit at siyempre sino ba gugustuhin magka chicken pox diba. pero ang family mo, never ka nila pandidirihan, especially your parents. kaya take time din para makipag bonding sa kanila, Quality time with them. simpleng kuwentuhan, tawanan. conversation about future, lovelife, plans, problem at marami pa. mahalaga ang family time, nakakatulong para mas maging strong relationship ng family. marami ang nagrerebelde dahil sa mga family na di nagkakaitindihan, maraming bagay ang nagiging sikreto pag di pinag-uusapan. maraming tao ang sinisisi ang pagkasira ng kanilang buhay sa family or kakulangan ng love from family. kaya take time na my chance ka to have some simple bonding sa loob mismo ng inyong bahay.

5. God time- at ito rin ang perfect time para makapag reflect ka. minsan sa sobrang busy mo sa mundo nkakalimutan natin tignan si God sa ating mga buhay. take time para kausapin siya, take time para magpasalamat, take time para makapag bonding sa kanya through prayer and learning His words. minsan kaylangan din natin malaman nasaan na nga ba si God sa buhay ko? mag reflect ka sa mga blessings na nare-received mo at  mga trials na dumating at kung paano nagwork si God sa buhay mo through that.  take time kung ano na ba napapabayaan mo sa relationship mo with Him. at take time para mas mag deepen pa yung understanding and relationship mo with Him. having a chicken pox is not an excuse para umiwas sa quiet time. pag may chicken pox ka, bukod sa tv at internet, ang pwede mo din gawin sa pleasure time mo ay ang QUIET TIME. maraming nangyayari sa simple prayer, paano pa kaya kung magkaroon ka ng quality time with Him. mas naggrow ka sa kanya, mas nawiwitness mo pa kung gaano siya kagaling sa buhay mo. at kung paano ka niya kausapin at sagutin. :) experience His love, His power. walang nakakatamad kung ang Lord and Savior mo ang kausap mo, kung ang KING ang kausap mo. imagined! binibigyan niya ikaw ng chance makausap ka ng ganun kadali :) 

See. walang dapat ika-sad pag my chicken pox :) believe me, kasi napag daanan ko yan. i am a living testimony na naging blessing sa akin ang pagkakaroon ng chicken pox :) 

All the Glory and Honor to you God! :) PRAISE GOD IN GOOD TIMES AND BAD TIMES :)

Girl Crush :D

Have you experienced the feeling of having a girl crush? i mean having a crush to someone with the same gender? i just dunno with the guy, if they are also attracted with the same guy (i mean, you know what i am talking about) sometimes we thought that if we have a crush with the same preference iniisip agad natin na Lesbian/Gay. but i think, the truth is we are just somehow inspired with those girls/boys for some reasons like; they are so chicks, sexy, someone who has a swag, ideal, etc..)

Me as well are being inspired with a lot of girls! some of them sobrang gandang ganda lang ako (as in very chicks sa paningin ko) some of them sobrang galing na artist, perfomer. some of them sobrang nakaka inspire because of being so mabait, and nakaka inspire because of their faith.And some of them complete package kung tutuusin! Maganda, magaling na artist then women of faith din. (grabe, sobrang blessed lang talaga!) whoever the man na magiging partner in life nila gosh, wala ng hahanapin pa. hehe :) but for me, what i am always praying to God is bigyan niya ko ng more enough faith para maging inspiration sa ibang tao through my faith and through this life. i really want them to see where my hope, confidence and strength came from. enough faith to be a blessing to others, enough faith to give encouragement to those people who are in need (physically, emotionally and spiritually). but while God's working to my life, He also used other people to inspire me as well.  

So with this blog i'll introduce to you those girls na for me, is really a complete package :D My Girl Crush!
(disclaimer: di ko po ito ginagawa para i-reto o paligawan ang mga Girl crush ko haha i am doing this to share my personal reasons why i am so blessed sa mga chics na to :)

with her husband kuya eric :)

1. is my d-group leader Ate Tinaclair Ngo- Yu.  indeed a woman of faith. i got to know her when i joined Thursday D-group for Single Ladies in CCF.  just by then sobrang maasikaso na ni ate tina. siya yung type ng girl na good listener. even though kakakilala niyo pa lang you will not hesitate na mag-share sa kanya, then akala mo hinahayaan ka lang niya magshare para gumaan pakiramdam mo, but no! nakikinig talaga siya, kasi after mo ma-release lahat you will get shock kasi na-analyzed na niya yung situation then she will give you advice through God's word. sobrang bait na tao, you will get inspired to her everyday. ang positive lang niya, parang di mo siya makikitaan ng galit o problema sa buhay. unless magsha-share na siya na may pinagdadaanan siya. pero grabe. yung aura niya pa lang ang lakas na maka lift up ng soul. kasi wala siyang ginawa kundi magrelease ng "life" through her mouth. siya yung tao na ang sarap kasama dahil wala siya ginawa kundi to show her love for you, to comfort you, to share God's word and to remind you that God's truly love you. i found a real SISTER to her. :)

cute siya dito kaya ito nalang yung pic haha

2. my friendship Krisa Jill Morias well we called each other "friendship" or "Ship" for short. we've been friends since High School. funny and happy person, NBSB (kahit ako excited for her lovelife). talented din siya, may talent siya sa pagkanta, pagplay ng guitar. and siya lagi katandem ko sa lahat ng mga ka-ARTihan. medyo related kasi yung field ko sa course niya. so pag trip namin gumawa ng portfolio bigla nalang kami magyayaan at mgsshoot kami ng pictorial sa mga clasmate nmin nung HS. haha then pag mgshoot kami ng short film, ako director siya editor. buy1 take1 kami. well, friendship kami  kasi super nagkakaintindihan kami sa maraming bagay pero hindi sa lahat ng bagay. haha gulo! pero i admit hirap man kami maexplain yung mga sarili namin sa isat isa pag nageexplain kami pero pag nagtanungan kami ng "gets mo?" haha literally gets nanamin yung point ng bawat isa. siya yung annoying friend haha pero mamahalin mo yung pagka annoying niya. haha when she accepted Christ into her life, siya na yung naging kabuddy buddy ko kay God. siya yung madalas kakuwentuhan, kashare-an ko about God. kung may gumugulo o tanong, we pray for each other, if we need some advice na alam mo hindi advice pang mundo but advice na involved si God. literally kami yung nagtutulungan mag lift up for each other kay God. siya yung kasama ko na nakatambay at nakaupo o naglalakad lang then pinag-uusapan kung gaano kagaling si God. yung ang random ng usapan then masasali si God. yung magcchill lang kami then nakatingin sa langit tapos pinaguusapan yung mga learnings and knowledge namin about God. hindi pwedeng matapos conversation namin without God. that's why ideal itong friendship ko! kasi bukod sa maganda, talented at masayahin na tao Woman of faith din siya. :)

we're both having braces kaya itong pic nalang haha

3. my Best Friend Roni Abundo well ideal siya not just because best friend ko siya. but because sobrang mapagmahal niya lang na tao. if i were a guy im sure niligawan ko to. si Roni yung very loyal, caring, generous and lovable. sobrang saya kasama, walang dull moment. grabe siya magmahal im sure malulunod ka sa pagmamahal niya, and sobrang hahanapin mo yung the way she cares for you. and more than that, woman of faith. i saw roni being so in love for many times now, and nawitness ko kung paano siya as partner at na witness ko din na maganda lahi nila haha (ganda kaya ni shawn. my inaanak) . besides, si roni lang naman yung maraming times na nag attempt before na dalhin ako sa church nila, and nagsha-share sa akin about God. sa sobrang pagmamahal niya sa akin she wanted to saved me through Christ since then. and right until now hindi man kami lagi magkasama, we tried to lift up each other through sharing God's word. malayo man kami sa isat-isa we know me and my best friend are sisters in heaven :). i am really looking forward for her partner in life. :)

shot by: cristine calawod. ehemm :)

4. BernaFe Cruz well bukod sa favorite ko siyang model kapag gusto ko gumawa ng portfolio. hehe at bukod sa height niya na talaga naman nakakainggit. at bukod sa kabirthday ko siya hehe she is so beautiful inside and out. siya yung instead na magalit iiyak nalang siya. hehe siya yung makulit tumawa na matatawa ka din, boyish type. siya yung matampuhin at mahilig sa surprises. (pareho kami ng character) kaya minsan super naiintindihan ko siya. siya yung mag ttry na mag lift up sayo pero siya mismo may tinatagong lungkot. if i were a guy i'll treat her well. siya yung girl na masarap alagaan. masarap mahalin. and more than that she is really a woman of faith. minsan kahit ang dami na niyang lungkot at tanong sa buhay, lagi niyang inuuna si God, kung ano purpose ni Lord. and makikita mo na she really submit herself to God. nakaka inspire din itong babae na to. im sure whoever na magiging partner niya in life maalalayan niya rin sa faith kay God. :)



5.  Yeng Constantino  (diba biglang aritsta naman hehe) :) well girl crush ko siya talaga. i first saw her sa isang play sa PETA.  well she's very well known talented artist at ang ganda and cool lang niya. but then nung nalaman ko na Christian siya mas na- starstruck ako sa kanya. i tried to read all her blogs in tumblr and i was really blessed kasi nakalagay dun kung paano niya na-eenocunter si Christ sa life niya. and kung gaano kagaling and kung paano magwork si Lord sa buhya niya. nabblessed ako on how she wanted to honor and Glorify God through her talents. at big deal sa akin yun specially nasa television siya. na-bblessed ako everytime she offered her song and achievements to God na kahit alam ko maraming artista naman din ang gumagawa, pero i felt the sincerity in her. now she's getting married and i was also blessed with the story of her lovelife. at ngayon na nag wo-work din ako sa industry kung nasaan siya, kung saan madalas ko na siya makita at maencounter. (dont be confused she dont know me). haha but i really wanter her to know me, not as an employee, not just a person who always get her for interview, not just as TIN. but i wanted her to know me as one of her sister in Christ. :)

6. Toni Gonzaga i dont think na kaylangan ko pa lagyan description kung bakit isa siyang girl crush. i really love her personality. yung kulit na pinapakita niya sa TV and Movies niya. i am really a fan of her. super talented, (for me she is the beyonce of the Phil) seriously. haha full package na siya. maganda, matalino, talented. and most importantly She is a Christian. before nakakarinig ako ng mga negative comments about her and i admit medyo nadestroy siya sa akin. but not anymore since nae-encounter ko siya sa work sobrang bait niya lang talaga, and yung kakulitan niya lang on cam, ganun din yung kulit niya offcam. masayahin at bibong tao lang. and what i like more about her. never niyang tinaas sarili niya more than God. she humbled herself. sobrang vocal niya about her belief, about her love and being thankful to God. also through her talent and achievements she never forget to Honor and thank God. did you know that in dressing room of toni she has her bible on her side. yeah! she's also a Host sa isang talkshow pag hinihingian siya ng opinion as a christian. i love how she handle the situation na walang nadi-divide na church, o walang pwedeng kumontra at sabihin mas favor siya sa kung saan. she raised her opinion with the knowledge that God has provided for her. i love the Gonzaga sisters.

it's easy to quit-it takes faith to go through!

Well, i am proudly say that 6months na ako sa work :) hooray! well based from my past working experience hindi talaga ako nagtatagal ng 6months sa work, that's why i am really happy and blessed na tumagal ako with this work(makaemote ako kala mo taon na e) haha. big deal kasi talaga, well actually i tend to quit for several times din sa work ko na ito.

Reasons;

1. time - (family time, me time, fellowship time) i am working for almost 24hrs. as in parang sa office na ako nakatira.

2. money- i felt that the salary is so unfair. parang di na worth it yung pagod sa nakukuha kong TF.

sobrang big deal sa akin ng family time, as in simple bonding importante sa akin but super sad na i can't be with them especially now naka-apartment ako. as in once a month lang yung chance na makauwi ako.

and my fellowship time, i have my dgroup in CCF every thursday but because of my unpredictable time in work, i missed all the topics and gatherings with them. did i also mentioned that me and my high school friends also had our dgroup every friday? and i was the one na kumokontak sa lahat ng friends namin to attend our gathering. but how will i contact them if i was the one who's not there? that's why di na nagtuloy tuloy yung dgroup namin T.T

next is yung salary, actually sa sobrang desperate ko dahil di ako nakakaipon i accept the offer na magkaroon pa ng 2 raket inside our company. i mean legal na raket ha. haha kaya nagbabalance ako ng time literally. :(

but if you're asking bakit di pa ako magresign? well i also considered na nageenjoy ako sa work ko. masaya ko sa ginagawa ko. nakakapagod, yes! but i dont know. i just remembered when i resigned from my previous company i ask God to put me where He wants me to be, that He's in charged and he's my boss and i am allowing Him and his plans to be done in my life. nasa prayer request ko yung work then i am really grateful na super galing lang ni God na after few months He gave this work to me. kaya naconvict ako na ngayong may work ako gusto ko na naman magresign parang napaka disrespectful kay God. kaya when i always have the feeling of giving up,  i always ask God to provide me strength para magpatuloy and to show me His perfect plans kung bakit niya ako nilagay dito. i really want to experience His power and greatness in my life. kung yung work ko na ito yung ginagamit niya, then i want to become able and willing for Him. to let His will be done. i submit myself to God and i really believe that He wants the best for me. kaya i know that i am in good hands and nothing to worry about. 

galing nga ni God e, while i am writing this blog naisip ko naging time din for reflection on how much i love my family, i treasured them more than before na lagi ko sila nakakasama. mas nagiging big deal sa akin yung time that i am with them kasi minsan ko lang sila makasama.  yung ''me time'' ko reflection ko din How great my God is. dahil independent na ko, mas naeexperience ko yung time with God. yung mga nagagawa at kaya niyang gawin sa buhay ko, i become more dependent to Him. then yung fellowship time ngayon super uhaw lang ako na makipag fellowship. like last time i really tried humabol sa dgroup, then when i came, kakatapos lang closing prayer nila. gusto ko umiyak, di dahil sayang yung biniyahe ko e, naiiyak ako kasi wala ako naabutang topic, wala ako naabutan sharing ng words of God and it makes me sad. grabe lang pagkauhaw ko sa knowledge about God. which leads me to seek Him more. 

money? sad ako dahil di pa rin ako nakakaipon and feeling ko talo ako sa salary, but then God told me "wait for the Lord; be strong and take heart and wait for the Lord"- Psalms 27:14   God teach me to wait. if my Lord wants me to wait, i will wait :) i am looking forward for His reward but more than that i'll be focus on my attitude and who i become while waiting for Him.

Hindi po ako cameraman. nagfe-feeling marunong lang :)

but now i want to thank God for this job. and for strengthening me for the past 6months. now i am asking Him again for another days, months and years again to supply all my needs. because i believe that i can't do it alone, i am useless! but I CAN DO ALL THINGS THROUGH CHRIST WHO STRENGTHENS ME -Philippians 4:13

I learned that it's easy to leave when you're strong, but it's hard to give up when you know you gave it all :)

it's easy to quit-it takes faith to go through!

Lovelife Confession!

Lets talk about my lovelife!!. haha (as if maraming interesado) anyway, Actually di naman ako nag wo-worry sa lovelife ko! excited pa nga ako. because i know that God has a better plan for me. i can't say na i am old enough to enter in a serious relationship but i am not that too young din naman. I'm in the middle age na marami pang pwedeng maexplore about life. pero bata pa talaga ko hehe :D but like what i've said sa nauna kong blog. i will leave it all to my Lord. mas naniniwala kasi ako sa ability niya bilang provider, author, creator, source, helper, God, king, at marami pang iba.

But well, being a single ito lang yung mga madalas ko maencounter sa daan (haha sa daan talaga). but maybe na-encounter niyo din. but i hope makatulong (Shift to:Doctor Love) hehe:D 

"PRESS SURE" my colleagues and my cousins parang sobrang big deal sa kanila na wala akong boyfriend. kaya pag magkakasama kami nagiging center of joke na din, tapos kapag may nakakasama na ibang guy whether he is single or in a relationship biglang i-introduced sa akin. as in automatic na (as if long time searching talaga ko) i get annoyed sometimes. tapos may magsasabi pa ng "Eeehhhh" (pang asar na kunwari kinikilig) or sometimes pag may malalaman sila na crush ko, as in gagawa sila ng way para makilala ko agad,(actually minsan masaya ko kasi napaka supportive nila dun hehe) and even my mom na kapag may ikukuwento ako about guy iniisip niya agad magkakaboyfriend na ako. tapos pag wala siya naririnig sa akin about boys or ligawan. out of nowhere bigla niya nalang sasabihin "Anak sana hindi ka naman tumanda ng dalaga". hehe samantalang nung high school ako sensitive yun kapag may kasama akong guy kahit classmate ko lang hehe pero dont worry, di naman ako nape-peer pressure. kahit anong sabihin nila, di nagma-matter sa akin na I SHOULD HAVE ONE!! masaya ako dahil excited and very supportive sila sa lovelife ko. pero mas excited ako sa taong ibibigay ni God. mas excited ako kung paano magwork si God sa buhay ko. gusto kong tandaan every details kung paano ko siya makikilala na maging living testimony sa greatness ni God sa buhay ko. iba talaga yung feeling na may assurance ka kay God, that you know His promise. kaya instead na mapressure ako everything turns into excitement. 

                        (that moment na nagpapicture sila dahil kinikilig sila para sa akin)

"NO ID! NO ENTRY"  i also have some friends who are into a relationship na ina-advised ako not to enter muna in a serious relationship. they told me na it's better to be Single than having a relationship. as in ineemote talaga nila yung stress na nakukuha nila having a relationship. kesyo pag may boyfriend daw madaming bawal, dagdag stress, di makalabas with friends, lahat kaylangan ipaalam. etc.  but I dont know why pero kahit anong sabihin nila hindi nila ako nape-persuade na magpaka single nalang forever. ganun naman kasi eh, pag single ka gusto mo pumasok sa relationship pero pag nsa relationship ka na, mas gusto mo naman maging single. and blessed lang talaga na never ko namang na-feel na single ako! God is good! He filled all the empty spaces in me. especially yung mga times na parang you need someone to lean on, or sometimes na gusto mo ng may kausap that you cant tell to your friends or even family. yung tipong kaylangan mo ng partner. but well, Thank God! kasi andiyan siya and ready to listen and to comfort you, yung mga bagay na siya yung nag full-filled. Mas nagiging thankful tuloy ako na single ako! not because hindi ko naeexperience yung stress nila sa boyfriend nila but i am more thankful kasi si God yung meron ako. kasi if ever na may boyfriend ako at early age na wala pa ako relationship kay God, im sure yung bf ko ang tatakbuhan ko in times of need! na dapat si God. kasi siya lang yung kayang magprovide nun. sobrang love lang ako ni God na bnuild niya muna ko ng relationship w/ Him. na siya yung maging foundation ko, na masanay ako na siya ang tinatakbuhan ko para kahit dumating na yung guy na nilaan niya for me. eh si God pa din yung magiging center nung relationship. kasi He first loved me.

                                       (mga concern sa lovelife ko)

"NO U TURN" i also know some people who are into relationship but super gulo lang nila, nagkakasakitan, naglolokohan, hiwalayan tapos magbabalikan, as in they do unhealthy things for what they so called "Love". but Thank God never din naman ako na-destruct sa ganong klaseng relationship instead mas naawa pa nga ako sa kanila. kasi  they are trying to look God's love (perfect love) sa mga taong yun. at yun yung malungkot dun. we always look the perfect love sa mga akala nating tamang tao na, tapos pag nag fail at pag di nasatisfy or nameet yung standard ng love na gusto mo hinahanap sa iba, puro trial and error tuloy. nauuwi tuloy sa panloloko, tapos dahil naloko na gantihan na. wala ng tiwala, nagkakasakitan na (physically, verbally, emotionally)! may iba din na sinasabi nila "Mali na kasi yang pagmamahal mo!" :) ilang beses ko na yata narinig sa mga tao to! kesyo may mga nakakasakal na pagmamahal, tapos may mag aadvise na "kung mahal mo talaga siya dapat pakawalan mo siya blah blah..."   diba ang lungkot? minsan yung akala natin tama, mali pala! lalo na minsan pag nag aadvise din tayo ng medyo pang makamundo. hindi naman ganun yung love eh! KUNG MAHAL MO PAPAKAWALAN MO?! eh tayo, mahal tayo ni God, pero di niya tayo pinakawalan! nag offer pa nga siya ng life para mas mapalapit sa kanya. at hindi natin gugustuhin na pakawalan niya tayo. so ibig sabihin pag nakakasakit ka na hindi na PAGMAMAHAL yun. (1 Corinthians 13:4-8)
minsan pag naeencounter ko yung mga ganitong tao, super di ko alam kung paano ko sila iccomfort. hindi dahil sa wala akong experience dun pero di ko alam kung papaano ko sasabihin sa kanila na "Dapat kasi put God first! kung alam mo yung love ni God at kung siya yung nilagay mo sa center ng life at relationship niyo di naman mangyayari yan"  pero paano mo sasabihin yan sa tao na umiiyak tapos ang hinahanap eh piece of advise na mapapalubag ang loob nila. pag nakaka encounter ako ng ganito, mas lalo ko gusto mainlove. mas naeexcite ako na makilala yung tao na binigay ni God. 

"Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. 5 It does not dishonor others, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. 6 Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. 7 It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.
 Love never fails. But where there are prophecies, they will cease; where there are tongues, they will be stilled; where there is knowledge, it will pass away".
(1corinthians 13: 4-8)


honestly speaking, nasa prayer request ko yung lovelife ko. as in big deal siya sa akin na kaylangan ko siya isama sa prayers ko. feeling ko kasi super important kung sino yung taong makakasama ko for the rest of my life. i pray to God na makilala ko na yung taong magiging leader ko sa spiritual growth ko kay God. and yung taong makaka appreciate sa akin even small things, yung magmamahal and mag guguide sa akin. yung ako yung magiging proverbs 31 niya :D (kilig*.*) syempre same thing. even if i dont know him yet, gusto ko na siyang mahalin, gustong gusto ko siyang alagaan, gusto ko siyang suportahan, gusto ko siya mapasaya, gusto ko siya intindihin, gusto ko maging bestfriend niya, gusto ko maging kabuddy- buddy niya kay God. hehe :) yung kahit na may pagtatalunan kaming bagay alam niya kung paano mag concede. :D tapos kahit anong misunderstanding ile-lead niya to pray to God. yung si God yung center ng relationship namin. kaya ngayon pa lang gusto ko ng i-submit kay God lahat :)

gusto ko maging inspiration yung relationship namin sa ibang tao, para malaman nila na kaya ganun ka strong and ka healthy yung relationship is because of God. yung maging blessing yung relationship namin sa ibang tao. :) (parang yung dgroup leader ko si ate tina and kuya eric sobrang nkka blessed yung relationship nila) :D

"Though I speak with the tongues of men and of angels, but have not love, I have become sounding brass or a clanging cymbal. 2 And though I have the gift of prophecy, and understand all mysteries and all knowledge, and though I have all faith, so that I could remove mountains, but have not love, I am nothing. 3 And though I bestow all my goods to feed the poor, and though I give my body to be burned,[a] but have not love, it profits me nothing".
(1corinthians 13:1-3)

2014 Love and blessings :D

And here you go 2014! "i really claimed that this year will be the best year for me":D i remembered how we celebrate our New year's eve! our first planned was really to celebrate it outside and have a Medya Noche in Vickings,MOA but because of my mom's practicality so we just celebrated it in our home with some of our kapamilyas instead. Of course we welcome 2014 with Prayer, we gather everyone in sala 10mins before 12midnight (this is not our tradition, but we used to welcome Christmas and New Year with prayer and thanksgiving to our Lord). we watched fireworks display outside, greeted each one with a big hug, and we even have our fire crackers *.* so my cousins and my younger brother made some buwis buhay outside. tsk tsk :D and because ate shela, raquel, mija and camille are not with us (my super duper closest cousins) i just spent my new year's eve texting my friends,eating one to sawa and drinking alone.

but it's a good thing na din na my girl cousins are not with us so that i can have my time to have some Funny conversation with my mom. :) well here you go. i just greeted her a Happy new year then i just hugged her. but it looks like my mom has a prayer request to God. haha my mom whisper to me "Happy new year! 2014 na! sana naman maging okay na yang work mo" then i just laughed but i hold her hand saying "Oo mama! claimed nanatin na ang buong year na to ay puro blessings lang, ireceived mo na ma! (with some actions na nirereceived ko na from heaven) then my mom said something again "Sana naman magka boyfriend ka na!" i was shocked with what my mom said kasi she is saying that while her hand is acting like she's praying. haha but i also felt something inside after she said that.  i felt na parang "Yes mama! parang gusto ko na din". AHAHA before kasi when i was just turned 20, my mom always told me that i am now allowed to have a boyfriend and insisting that i have to meet someone, i was get annoyed easily. i always answered her "Ano ba naman yan mama! di naman ako nagmamadali! ano kala mo sa akin malandi" ahaha 
but when they heard that my parents are allowing me to be in a relationship na, they were all shocked kasi sobrang strict nila mama and papa. actually kahit ako parang ayoko pa paniwalaan na ina-allow na nila ko. kasi sobrang nakita ko kung ano pinagdaanan ng mga kuya ko what more Ako na unica hija nila. hehe :) at hindi madaling magka boyfriend if all of your siblings are all Boys!
anyway, go back to the topic! ayoko na parang mas nap-pressure pa siya sa akin na magka boyfriend ako. parang pakiramdam ko iniisip nila ang panget panget ko dahil wala pa. ahahah that's why i always avoid that kind of conversation with her. she always think kasi na pag nagka boyfriend ako na medyo late age na eh mahihirapan ako kasi wala pa daw ako experience to have a boyfriend baka daw pag nagbreak kami magpakamatay ako,(akala niya lang.lol) actually yan din reason kaya ko ina-avoid yung mga serious love conversation with her. di ko gusto reason niya kung bakit gusto niya ko magka boyfriend na. hehe so i just enjoyed myself learning new things and growing in grace through Christ. but when that day that my mom told me na She really wanted me to have a boyfriend na! parang bigla ko din nareceived yun. hehe kasi sabi ko sa kanya "Oo mama! iclaimed nanatin! magkakaboyfriend na ako this year" ahhaha gulat siya eh. hindi naman sa pagiging desperate but of course God is my Owner (Isaiah 43:1), He is the best author of Love! kaya i leave it all to Him. i just want to show Him my sincerity na Yes, i am ready!. :) and i think naging panatag si mama! she's always reminding me din kasi na Baka daw maging matandang dalaga ko. i just always answered her naman "Mama, kung yun will ni God then why not. God knows kung ano ang maganda para sa akin".  

Well! 2014 i can say na sobrang exciting and super dami ko na gusto ilook forward na blessings. and one thing that i can assure is that God is with me and He will never leave me.

Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid or terrified because of them, for the LORD your God goes with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you." -Deuteronomy 31:6

11 For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the Lord, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. - Jeremiah 29:11