2014 Love and blessings :D

And here you go 2014! "i really claimed that this year will be the best year for me":D i remembered how we celebrate our New year's eve! our first planned was really to celebrate it outside and have a Medya Noche in Vickings,MOA but because of my mom's practicality so we just celebrated it in our home with some of our kapamilyas instead. Of course we welcome 2014 with Prayer, we gather everyone in sala 10mins before 12midnight (this is not our tradition, but we used to welcome Christmas and New Year with prayer and thanksgiving to our Lord). we watched fireworks display outside, greeted each one with a big hug, and we even have our fire crackers *.* so my cousins and my younger brother made some buwis buhay outside. tsk tsk :D and because ate shela, raquel, mija and camille are not with us (my super duper closest cousins) i just spent my new year's eve texting my friends,eating one to sawa and drinking alone.

but it's a good thing na din na my girl cousins are not with us so that i can have my time to have some Funny conversation with my mom. :) well here you go. i just greeted her a Happy new year then i just hugged her. but it looks like my mom has a prayer request to God. haha my mom whisper to me "Happy new year! 2014 na! sana naman maging okay na yang work mo" then i just laughed but i hold her hand saying "Oo mama! claimed nanatin na ang buong year na to ay puro blessings lang, ireceived mo na ma! (with some actions na nirereceived ko na from heaven) then my mom said something again "Sana naman magka boyfriend ka na!" i was shocked with what my mom said kasi she is saying that while her hand is acting like she's praying. haha but i also felt something inside after she said that.  i felt na parang "Yes mama! parang gusto ko na din". AHAHA before kasi when i was just turned 20, my mom always told me that i am now allowed to have a boyfriend and insisting that i have to meet someone, i was get annoyed easily. i always answered her "Ano ba naman yan mama! di naman ako nagmamadali! ano kala mo sa akin malandi" ahaha 
but when they heard that my parents are allowing me to be in a relationship na, they were all shocked kasi sobrang strict nila mama and papa. actually kahit ako parang ayoko pa paniwalaan na ina-allow na nila ko. kasi sobrang nakita ko kung ano pinagdaanan ng mga kuya ko what more Ako na unica hija nila. hehe :) at hindi madaling magka boyfriend if all of your siblings are all Boys!
anyway, go back to the topic! ayoko na parang mas nap-pressure pa siya sa akin na magka boyfriend ako. parang pakiramdam ko iniisip nila ang panget panget ko dahil wala pa. ahahah that's why i always avoid that kind of conversation with her. she always think kasi na pag nagka boyfriend ako na medyo late age na eh mahihirapan ako kasi wala pa daw ako experience to have a boyfriend baka daw pag nagbreak kami magpakamatay ako,(akala niya lang.lol) actually yan din reason kaya ko ina-avoid yung mga serious love conversation with her. di ko gusto reason niya kung bakit gusto niya ko magka boyfriend na. hehe so i just enjoyed myself learning new things and growing in grace through Christ. but when that day that my mom told me na She really wanted me to have a boyfriend na! parang bigla ko din nareceived yun. hehe kasi sabi ko sa kanya "Oo mama! iclaimed nanatin! magkakaboyfriend na ako this year" ahhaha gulat siya eh. hindi naman sa pagiging desperate but of course God is my Owner (Isaiah 43:1), He is the best author of Love! kaya i leave it all to Him. i just want to show Him my sincerity na Yes, i am ready!. :) and i think naging panatag si mama! she's always reminding me din kasi na Baka daw maging matandang dalaga ko. i just always answered her naman "Mama, kung yun will ni God then why not. God knows kung ano ang maganda para sa akin".  

Well! 2014 i can say na sobrang exciting and super dami ko na gusto ilook forward na blessings. and one thing that i can assure is that God is with me and He will never leave me.

Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid or terrified because of them, for the LORD your God goes with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you." -Deuteronomy 31:6

11 For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the Lord, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. - Jeremiah 29:11